> ... can I use instead of here to get
**** []{} means "doesn't deserve~~", and is the _literal_ translation of "don't deserve your present". **** is grammatically incorrect.
Saying in your situation would be pretty unnatural, and also sound like you're refusing the present.
> I don't deserve your present.
To mean that, I think you could say...
> **** /
> ****
(closer to "It's (almost) too good for me.")